Ayep.
I'm kind of in the same boat, Arturo. I was pretty freakin' good, when I needed to win - able to think ahead enough moves where I could sacrifice major pieces in exchange for victory conditions. At that point, some players would even buy the appearance that I won by accident, because it was so implausibly (to them) dramatic.
Now however, after a decade and a half of inactivity...I'm
terrible. Just simply atrocious

Maybe you and I should kick it up again, just for the intellectual exercise.